stresshujungtahun

Ur just part of my 2010 memories.

I moved on.

I'm sorry.

countdown to new year

Everyone is excited for the up coming new year. New life, new resolution and new excitement. trust me, I don't envy them. I am really happy for them. But the fact that my future will not be exactly like how I planned really breaks my heart. I repeat really breaks my heart. From now on, I just need to just go with the flow and not think bout it too much. Allah knows best and He already planned things for me.

Moving on, this year 2010 is really a roller coaster life for me. Tons of fun I had with beloved best friend and my final year classmates rock! I will never forget the times we spent together. However, like I said before it's a roller coaster ride for me. Many bad events happened and I'm glad I managed to deal with it one by one. Of course I didn't do it alone.With the help for my family and friends, my life is back on track.

My hope for 2011 is not much. I hope I will be a better daughter, a great aunt, a good friend, a better muslim with good attitude. And the list for improvement will go on and on.

Thank you 2010 and Welcome 2011

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Visitor From Other Side of THe World.

Its been two weeks since my last post I think. And I am surprise to see that I have a visitor from out of Malaysia :) Welcome all. Ecewah. Agak-agak mat salleh ni faham tak entry yg I post dalam BM eh? Well, I'm flattered. Thank You for Your Visit dear Whoever You Are :)

letmekillyouplease

U called after years ago.
U said u are hoping for a second chance.
I said let's just be friends again and see where we will go from there.
and u agreed.
Things went well at first.
But u did it again.

Now,
I have a sleepless night because of you.
That was the worst thing I ever experience!

I wonder how could I forgive you.
I might seem happy during the day but God knows how I cope during the night.
I cry myself to sleep to ease the pain I have.

If only u know how to respect me.
Things will never ended this way.

I wish u will never find happiness.
Because u don't deserve it.
That is how u treat a lady.
I pray that u will burn in hell.

You pay or you go away. Welcome to Charming!

OKAY. Let's make it official. I am currently addicted to this series from FOX.

The jacket, the casts, the big bikes and the loyalty turns me on.

His name is Jax Teller. His body is total hotness.

Big thanks to a friend that gave me complete season 1 & 2. I'm attached now!

family matters

This week is very busy for me. I can't cope with time and it very much tests my patience. Well, first of all, my dear 2nd nephew Mikhail is having chicken pox. Since it is contagious, he have to be separated from his elder brother Mukhreez and his little sister Mishel. So, my sister sent him to me :) Therefore, I am committed in taking care of my Mikhail. Kesian dia okay. I need to ensure that he takes his medicine on time. And its really hard. Ye lah, kids don't like medicine. So all the pujuk rayu and candy bribe is on. Anything to make sure he recovers. And the disease kan very itchy, so, he had trouble sleepy at night and I will be staying up all night help him with the itchiness. But now he is recovering and he will go back to his house in 2-3 days time. Insyaallah. It breaks my heart to know that Mikhail misses Mukhreez so much cause he has no friends to play with. Every night he will call Mukhreez and say how much they misses each other. That's a pure brotherhood i tell you.

Today, Saturday, I woke up at 5 am and followed ibu to Puchong. Her office mates were having this charity thing at a house for elderly. I followed her and be one of the volunteer. This was another heartbreaking moments for me. Listening to those nenek how derhaka their children really hits me. Some of them were very rich people but their children to their money and left them there. I hope I will never turn out to be like them. I won't let money control me. I love my parents for what they had done to me.

I also help doing things in the kitchen. Since this charity were in conjunction with Aidiladha celebration. So, ada jugak lah lembu and kambing di korbankan. I'm in the Red Team which in charge with the preparation of foods. Well, it's my thing =) I learn a lot from the org kampung. :) This event kind of a reminder to me to always be humble and respect each other.

Tomorrow is going to be my friend's wedding day.
Selamat Pengantin Baru Husnidar.

aunty on duty

Malam ini saya bertugas untuk menjaga dua budak nakal yang saya sayang sangat.
sila jangan nakal ye mukhreez dan mikhail.
aunty myra loves you!

gonna miss this!

My oh my. I'm up early again today. But there is nothing to study or memorize anymore. No need to study. This is very awkward. Having to study from early morning till my paper starts is nerve-wrecking. And now, even though its not official, I am no longer a student. Well, as far as I remember, I have been studying since forever. Started with kindergarten, then primary school for 6 year and another 5 years in high school then off to Kedah for another 1 and a half year and finally 3 years of bachelor in Shah Alam. Non stop I tell ya!

What I will miss the most about being a student is having the ability to wake up in the morning and still thinking whether to go to class or not. kan? I bet working people can't do that right? Rindunyaaaa. Bangun pagi, tengok jam, pastu rasa 'malas lah gi class hari ni.' then text member, 'awak, boleh tolong signkan utk kita tak?' haha. THAT IS NORMAL TO ME!

For me as a student, LUNCH time is the time of my life. No lectures to listen to and just eat and chit chat with friends is LOVE. Regardless of what we eat at that time. Makan dekat Perindu, cafeteria, roti himpit, pergi Mais, Seksyen 7, Hakim.. U name it we tried it. haha. Okay, imagine this eh, class finish at 12.30 pm but we all started to plan on where to have lunch since 11.00 am. How lah to focus study like this?

And don't let me get started with ASSIGNMENTS. There were lotsss of it. Banyak gila kot. And walaupun ada yg bagi dateline sampai 2 weeks after or even 3 weeks after the assignment give, saya tetap akan buat 3 hari sebelum dateline itu. haha. Typical me. and most of u too kan?

For me, being a student means BAJU KURUNG EVERYDAY! haha. unless I woke up late lah kan. hehe. Baju kurung is essential part of my week. Tak tahu kenapa. I prefer baju kurung than wearing jeans and shirt to class. I remember, having to pack up 5 sets of baju kurung every week. Then i'll be in ampang for the weekend and pack another 5 sets of baju kurung. I will go panic if there is an event that need me to wear baju kurung coz I brought enough just for the week. hehe. memories... :)


I am grateful for the memories and I would never regret or trade it for anything else! Seriously!

crush on a boy

It's been three days since I last online since I am very busy with my Insolvency II and Association 1 on Saturday and Sunday. Lama gila rasa tak online. But it's not like I die if I dun update my life pon kan. :) This morning I woke up and read the newspaper and BOOM the front page. Diana Danialle is in love with my favourite actor in the whole world FARID KAMIL. alahaaai. geramnyaaa. I don't mind korang nk kata dia handsome ke tak ke. hehehe. For me, he is handsome! I have a crush on him since forever! hehe. Just look at this picture.

Okay, hot stuff baby.

See, told ya he's hot. haha. Well coming back to reality, I'm having my last paper on the 9th. I really mean LAST! omg. Time flies so fast right? I wonder what install for me next year? Let's pray for the best! Hopefully I can graduate on time! <3