Thursday, June 24

bersyukur aje. susah ke?

I just don't get it. Kenapa nak berlagak sana sini dengan ape yg kita ada. Yes. I get it. and I can see how perfect your life is. The perfect boyfriend, the perfect family, the perfect job and the perfect friends. Tapi like how a friend of mine said, relax sudah. Tak perlu kot nak bangga sangat. Sekali Tuhan tarik rezeki tu, kau nk menyesal? Jangan lah macam tu. Rendah diri skali sekala kan elok. Bila kau dah ada semua pastu kau complain pulak. Tolong lah beringat and bersyukur sekejap. Nak mengamuk tak tentu hala bila barang yg nk tu tak dapat lah. Orang tu terlalu busy lah. Apa benda lah. Rasa lah susah sikit. Tak boleh ke? Semua orang tahu betapa gembira nya kau sekarang kan. Tapi tolong lah berhati-hati ye. Bila semua dah tiada. Kau ada apa lagi? I am not having a perfect life like yours. And if u think that I envy you, please think again. Course I am not. But just be grateful. Tak semua org dapat kegembiraan yang kau rasakan tu. So, pandang2 lah orang lain sama.

You really made me realize that I don't own as much as you but I am living my life by appreciating things more.

Friday, June 18

keliru

i am really confuse with myself rite now.
haywire in my brain
i need to think carefully.
if not i will end up humiliating myself.
ahaks!

Saturday, June 12

tiba-tiba

i wonder, will anyone miss me once i'm gone?

Friday, June 11

NOTE TO SELF



yes, my body's system need to restart.
especially mentally.
new adventures need to be tackle for next semester.
and the battle is on.
learn from the mistakes.
and the victory will be yours.
amin..

please dong.

tolong jangan judge saye okay.
awak tak tahu ape pon pasal saye.

i'll be nice once u are nice to me.

i thought u are diff.
i guess I'm wrong.

Wednesday, June 9

Tuesday, June 8

I LOVE YOU, AYAH!




My handsome ayah is soooo funny. He accidentally add water with excess of soap to the fountain. hahahah.
Ayah ayah.. you are so funny!
I love you to bits!

Thursday, June 3

heart break


I know God is reminding me
Not to take things for granted.
I admit that this happens for a reason.
God, you are not angry at me right?
You are just testing me.
Deep down I know you love me too.
It takes time to process this.
But I will take the challenge.
I miss you so much ALLAH.
I really do.
I'm sorry.