An Unplanned Concert.

I was planning to go to Faizal Tahir Adrenalin Showcase on the 30 May. However, its not my rezeki like ibu said cause everytime i try to plan, there must be something came up. :( Fortunately, kak udha text me to know whether or not i wanted to go to Rossa Melodi Cinta Concert at Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil. Hell yeah. I wanted to go. So, I accepted the offer without thinking who to bring. I called my best friend Shazrin and she said she got things to do. I called Eilya, she said her roadtax is due. So, i ended calling my coolest ex boyfriend and still best friend to be my date for the night. Yes, he. The person who is not a favour in my family. and I don't know why. Well, after negotiations with the family, i was able to go. Ayah insisted on us to go by LRT. "Takot jalan jam petang nnt". So, we did. Guess what, we ended stranded at the LRT station for nearly an hour. LRT tu rosak sana sini katanya. I was down. I was panicked thinking that we will be late fr the show. However, the luck is still with us. We made it on time. We got the best seats. Not to crowded. I love it.

When the show began, we sang through out the songs. The best part was there was a guest performance with one of my favourite indonesian bands. ST12. I was like screaming to them. Greated night i tell ya. That is not all, immediately after ST12, Ungu performed! Double the fun. i'm soooo in love with them! seriously.

It was tired but tons of fun! i hope u had fun too syahid. TQ for accompanying me.

me and syahid

The Concert!

Thanx to my parents for giving me the green light to go, my abg and kak udha for the tix, my kakak for helping to pujuk ibu and Syahid for enjoying this with me.

Happy Birthday Myra!

This is my birthday cake :)

It's my 22nd Birthday. OMG. I can't believe my birthday is here. Well, our routine as a family to have a birthday dinner. Kakak asked me where to go, well, i always wanted to got to eat Chilli's. So, after 6 pm, we went to Chilli's @ KLCC. Masalahnya, it was extremely lots of people in the waiting list. and my family was very hungry. We ended up settling down at San Fransisco Steak House at Ground Floor. The food is expensive but it is reasonable considering to it is delicious. While waiting for the food to come, kakak gave me a surprise birthday cake. A PINK PILLOW SHAPED CAKE WITH A PAIR OF SNEAKER ON TOP OF IT. Very cute and nice. This year, i didn't receive any presents but i know the best gifs of all is the LOVE and SUPPORTS i get from them. Besides, having Kak Udha and Mishel to our family is a great addition! I love my family so much. No words can describe how much i adore each of them.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANITH AMYRAH

Cinta Tak Direstui

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Untuk kebaikanmu

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Song by ST12

Passion For Indonesian Songs

Indonesian songs. OMG. I don't even know where to start. I definitely have passion with indonesian songs. Their songs are so honest, not exaggerated and easy to remember. You know I'm right. There are few bands I like the most. But honestly, I don't go deep with the band. I listen to their songs only. I personally think that Indo songs rawks my world. I notice that each songs will remind me of someone, some things or place, and even some events. You know, the happy songs, the break up song, the first met song, and even the first fight song. haha.


Kalau tiba2 dengar any songs kat radio kan, mula lah emo sana sini. Teringat lah. I'm a person who listen to songs and really go into the lyrics. Somehow it will connect with my life. I will browse in at you-tube for new songs. I will force my friends to introduce me with Indo bands I don't know about. Instantly, after 1 song, it will stuck in my head and automatically be downloaded to my pen-drive, music play-list and my phone.


It's not like I don't appreciate our local bands. But I have my own opinion right? I still listen to our local songs yeah. Please don't get me wrong. I just like Indo songs better.

Well, thank you Armada, Sheila on 7, Peterpan, Wali Band, ST12, Ungu, Kerispatih, Ada Band, Nidji, Melly Goeslaw, Afgan, Gigi, Andra & The Backbones, Dewa 19, Radja, Rossa, Slank, Cokelat, Padi, The Rocks, Romance, Anang, Kris Dayanti, Ari Lasso, D'Massive, Hijau Daun, Kangen Band, Letto, Project Pop, Samsons, Seventeen, Kotak Band and etc. etc.

p/s: Songs from these Indonesian people really made my teenage life meaningful.

Myra, jangan lupa.

Myra, siapa diri kamu ni sebenarnya? Myra jangan lupa diri. Janga lupa seimbangkan dunia dan akhirat ya. Entah kenapa rasa sangat benci dgn apa yg dah sebati dlm diri ni. Perasaan yg negatif seperti pentingkan diri, kadang2 boleh lupa menghormati, lalai dgn dunia. Allah je yg tahu kenapa dan saya sendiri perlu bangun untuk berubah menjadi manusia yg ada di landasan yg betul. Kalau difikirkan dosa dari mula baligh sampai dewasa, masyaAllah. mungkin tak terkira byknya. Macam dah give up untuk hidup pun ada. Tp Dia mengetahui, Dia terima rintihan ampun umatnya.

"Ya Allah, Kau ampunkan lah dosa2 ku, kedua ibubapa ku, mereka yang aku sayangi. Sesungguhnya Engkau yg mampu mengampuni hambaMu ini. "

Dunia dah maju. Teknologi pun tambah maju. Hati kita pun maju. Tapi kenapa kemajuan yg ada dalam hati itu tidak sejajar dgn akal dan ilmu tuhan kita? Manusia makin maju berusaha untuk menipu sesama umat, membazir dgn kekayaan, membunuh untuk kepuasan. Jika dilihat, manusia ada pelbagai idea, semua idea tu hebat. Tapi kenapa idea yg ada ini, digunakan untuk kearah kekayaan dunia? Padahal, yg kekal adalah akhirat dan bukan dunia.

Saya juga perlu berubah. Berhijrah ke arah kebaikan. Bukan bermegah dgn rasa hati ini yg saya dah ckup hebat, cuma ingin mengingati diri. Siapa lah saya untuk bercerita tentang agama kan? Tetapi fikirkan, sejauh mana kita gunakan ilmu yg kita pinjam dari yg Esa untuk ke arah kebaikan?

Jika kita berniat untuk berubah ke arah Allah, pasti Dia akan tolong kita.
InsyaAllah

Rasa hati ini hanya untuk renungan peribadi dan muhasabah diri.

Dear Diary..

I was still young when i started to write in my first diary. Somehow, the satisfaction of holding a pen and write I already forgotten. I remember writing when I am really angry, sad, or even happy. I also remember writing on how i like or dislike certain people. haha. I grew up to a more controllable person. I stated thoughts to myself in a diary and i made through my high school years with wonderful memories. However, things changed when i enter into university life. i completely ignored my need to write in order to release anything that is bothering me. Maybe i thought it's so childish to still keep a diary. ANd also ashamed of what others might say about me. The feeling of being to be accepted was so important in order to make friends at campus. I didn't see other people doing it. So, i stop writing my on my feelings, thoughts, opinion or to get my anger out. Well, since then, I've become a person who filled with anger, sensitive, depressed and having mood swings all the time. I don't really know myself anymore. I seems cant let go of the feelings I'm having and its been inside me for a very long time. oh may I say, years. i forgot how happy I was after writing and letting go my feelings. I forgot how i nice i am. I forgot how easy to just forgive, let go and just move on. And its all because I stop writing. how stupid I am for stopping just because trying to fit in. Now i know that, giving up on what i do to make myself comfortable was definitely a very stupid decision. OMG, what was i thinking back then? I was a calm person and cheerful too. Now, I'm always worry on things, angry unnecessarily and very emotional person. The only way to let go all the negative aura in me is just continue writing. I blame myself for this.

Its not too late to get things back to normal.

A simple start will do

:)